Had ocpd/ocd for 6 years. Past year, I have been completely disabled, not able to do anything (no school, no work, no social life). I stay at home trying to think how I can perceive things more efficiently and effectively. Was able at one point to perceive things more efficiently and effecitively, but that lasted a couple days. I'm trying to get myself back to that state and cant. Im beggining to break and I am desperate for help, but no psychiatrist or therapist can help me.